we meet again,
yeah it's been a while sin I last posted an entry here.
Busy with something called life.
eventhough I've already graduated from highschool.
but apart from that, life has been quite amazing in February, and quite harsh in April.
In 2012,
I've been spending a lot of time with my family.
During December of 2011,
I got my own car,
which is a Satria Neo Highline 1.6
Okay so,
This is it.
MY FEBRUARY FAVOURITE MOMENTS.
1-My cousin got married
2-Got my own driving license
3-My dad went on a surgery (minor surgery) and I got the chance to take care of hi
m at the Hospital (KPJ Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital)
4-My sister delivered her baby which is my first nephew (Khairul Aafi Ikmal)
5-Been there for Faiz during his departure to Korea.
6-And last but not least, met NW for 2 times in 4 days.
yes, regarding number 6, yes I met NW, (WHAT AIMAN?! 2 TIMES IN 4 DAYS?! ARE YOU FOR REAL?!) yes bitch, it's true, but I didn't speak or talk to him, nor greeting him when he came. (AND WHY IS THAT?) I don't know, maybe I was so surprised that he came to my nephew's place. I was kinda O.o "Is this f**king real life?" but yeah kinda regret it but what to do, it's the past. But FYI, I dunno you were coming until You're at Banting. -.-
I kinda believe in the quote I got from my dearest sistah Anney, "Whatever happen, happens"
I'll be there for you. Always.
Yes dear, if it happen, it happens.
I really don't wanna talk about the past now.
Instead, just last saturday night, I found out about somebody posting pictures of NW with some crappy-ass words. And yes bitch, I was pissed off. Hello you're posting about someone that I've once fall in love with! (EHM, ONCE OR STILL?) *no comment* but hey it'ssomething that we all call as feelings. I am more than who I choose to be with okay? so what if I'm still not "OVER IT"? got any problems? BITCH, lemme tell you something. This f**king relationship that I'm not over with is not like yours! okay! flirt-date-break. NO! I've plan my LIFE with this person okay!
sorry coz I took this picture without ur permission. Cropped the registration number so that your identity is safe. This is the only latest picture of "us". :'(
And for the record,
I've always think (And still thinking) whether I could have a chance to live like I've always wanted in the future.
"KALAU SETAKAT NAK COMPARE DENGAN RELATIONSHIP KAU YANG COUPLE2 TAK KEMANA TU BAIK TAKPAYAH"
And psychologically,
if you're planning something for so long,
how can you just rip out the pages?
5 years maaaan.
No. This time I'm not holding back the real me,
if NW somehow managed to read this, then it's better.
I'M NOT OVER YOU
How can you not care about yourself when somebody out there is posting crap stuff about you? how is it okay? Even I never reveal your true identity in my blog.
NW, listen, I've planned everything for us. But it's you. YOU. It's up to you to decide.
(CRIED MUCH?) No. Why? Coz I've done my best. At least for the past 5 years. When there was you and me.
"AKU DAH BUAT YANG TERBAIK SO BUAT APA NAK SEDIH?"
Whoops, it's 1.41am and gtg to bed.
chiao. :)
